Uncertainty and Insecurity

Friends may praise my work but are they just being kind?

Strangers may be critical,  perhaps harshly I find.

When I think of all the blood that has been shed in the name of poetry.

Well not actual blood of course

Not much, as such.

But the stress and pain caused by fear of rejection.

The complete deselection of your collection

Well not actual stress or pain

But the sleepless nights trying to make a rhyme work.

Not complete nights without any sleep

But the ever present weight on the mind ever tightening

Never lightening

Well not a great weight but it never goes away

It’s not always there of course but it can impact on your day

Not every day no, but it can give you worrying moments

Not many though.

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